Hey.  Okay, so I decided to move my journal over here to this site.  So I guess this is my first entry here.  Very exciting right.

Well, today was an okay day.  Monday, a Saddleback day.  First of all I started my day off saying my goodbyes to my Aunt and Uncle from Vegas.  Last night everyone came over.  Well, not everyone.  But still it was cool to have family around. 

Chris came over with his family and Toodie came over with Jay and Jarod.  Toodie and I spent sometime talking about this past summer and what the family had to go through especially mine.  It was a nice chat.  Chris is just Chris.  He told me he wanted to join the Marines, but I don't know about that one.  Everyone is talking him out of it, but we'll see. 

Oh gosh then there's the infamous AIM chat with some kid from way back when.  He apparently goes to Saddleback and wanted to meet me today.  We had an interesting conversation.  Freaky but it was nice.  Umm I don't know what it was but it was a nice chat.  He told me to meet him before class and well, Sasha and Daisy and I did.  Hey you can't blame me for being curious.  We sat above the cafeteria stairs so we had a pretty good clearing of the whole campus.  But that didn't really matter since I'm blind as a bat.  He was cute.  We had to go down and get to class and well we walked down the stair-well and I ran into someone from high school and started making coversation.  I think I scared him off.  Then the dude decides to interrupt and ask "Is anyone of you Christine?"  Umm I glanced over to Daisy and everyone looked at me and well I went and sat by him.  It was weird.  I guess cause I had Kevin on my mind.  It was a short 5 min. convo then I cut it short because I'm a dork who has to get to class and go through an obstacle course to get to class.

Yup, Psyc with Angela was BORING.  I wanted to go to sleep.  Then after that I went to English and saw the crew.  We got our essays back.  I did fairly well.  English seems to go by fast.  Then we went our seperate ways.

I met Kaylyn for lunch just us two.  It was nice.  It's been so long since Kaylyn spent time together just us two.  She's scared about school next week.  At least she's just going to UCI just around the corner.  Yup we were both sell outs going to schools where we weren't suppose to.  We both changed our minds.  I'm not quite sure for her reasons, but whatever it is she made her decision.  BOYS BOYS BOYS.... that's what we talked about.

I went back home and took a long nap then studied and finished my Bio Lab.  I don't even know what to be studying.  I read all the labs over like 10 million times and colored my graphs. I feel like a dork, I even got the book laminated.  Tuesdays suck.  Math, Bio Lecture, and Bio Lab.  At least I got friends in there.  Now I'm in my room listening to my Hillary Duff Cd.  I like it.

Oh oh oh....yeah lately Kevin and I are having problems and I don't know what it is.  It's just we're fighting alot about the stupidist things.  Today was weird.  After 2 days of awkardness, he calls me and wanted to know if I wanted to go with him and Ryan to go to Gardena to the Skyline Dealership place.  I've already been there with Chris but I also had to study.  I told him, but there was a weird tone in his voice.  But then he said he would call me and tomorrow after school he would come over.  I'm really scared.  I think it all started with the whole trust thing.  I guess we will just have to wait and see.

You know what, I just realized while watching Everwood that it has been one month since Nessa left. It feels so weird.  It was weird because on the show, Collin past away.  It was kinda the samething, same senario.  Collin past away from brain surgery and Nessa because of her heart.  It was a very emotional episode.  You know what?  Who says TV is bad for you.  The show actually helped me out alot and made me realized a few things about death.  I really don't want to get into it right now but it was a really good episode for its season premiere.  I also thought about Nathan.  I wonder how he's doing?  I remember watching the show with him every Monday at his house or either on the internet.  I miss that kid.  i guess that's how I can sum it up.

Today was full of thoughts about the past.  The past was somehow rekindled in the presence today, but it was just today and it's time for me to go.